I'm back everyone well that was the most emotional trip I've ever been on like a rollarcoaster

Sorry for taking so long to respond a lot was going on which I didn't think would and wished it didn't I'll get to responding to those

Well I'm not getting into what happened because that would bore you and it's depressing which has nothing to do with school lets just say I was very emotional about everything that happened
My Grandma Marian is well and fast recovery just like what Kolya said in the dreams and she was

I found out I talk in my sleep OMG I hope I did not say his name outloud because my parents were laughing from what I said. I was dreaming I was with Kolya and my parents in a living room and I said as what they said Yeah I have it not sure what I was talking about LOL but when I woke up they were

Next I went shopping which took my mind off of everything and saw one of my best friends I thought I wasn't expecting to see so that was so cool.
Well I went to the bookstore a couple times and the bookstoreguy no longer works there don't know what happened or anything but I still got my manga Monkey High and SDK 28 and 29 ^^

So then I went shoe shopping and met this really cute young shoe salesman he had Kolya's voice, skin, build and eyes his hair however was dark brown and cut and styled like Ichigo Kurasaki. But he even said the name Kole and it sounded just like Kolya though his name isn't that it's Ryan he even was wearing a red tie which was strange O_o He helped me the whole time no one else helped me and when stuff didn't work he kept apologizing he was so cute and the way he acted with my mom was like how Kolya acts like with my mom ^^ which is My mom likes him ^^ My dad just watched and didn't interact with him just like in the dreams. Here's part of the conversation.



See I like tried on more than 15 pairs of shoes maybe 20

I tried on pair didn't work.

RYAN

I didn't have any for Cole Haan in black.

ME
Oh

RYAN

But I got it in brown for you.

ME

Ok thanks ^^

RYAN

I'm really sorry.

ME

That's ok.

RYAN

I'll go check for the other one.

ME

OK thank you.

RYAN

Not a problem.

ME

Thanks

Me

RYAN

They don't have any for Cole Haan but I brought you these. I don't know if you'll like them but you can still try them.

ME

Thank you.

RYAN

Not a problem.

Me watching him unwrapping the shoes handing them to me

ME

Thank you

RYAN

You're welcome.

Mins later

He comes back to me.

RYAN

Sorry I wasn't here I got stuck back there

ME

It's ok.


RYAN

I'm sorry that happened.

ME

It's ok

RYAN

If you need anything just call or get me.

ME

Ok thanks

I go get another pair to try on. he finds me.

ME

Last pair I promise

RYAN

You're fine don't worry about it this is what I do it doesn't bother me one bit.

Me

Funny though I wasn't nervous talking to him.
I kept saying thank you to him not sure why I kept saying that over and over and why I kept putting my shoes on the wrong feet

RYAN

So what are the shoes for? Work?

ME

No school

RYAN

Oh I see.

Me

RYAN

So they fit?

ME

Uhh No they were too tight and these were too big

Ryan sighs.

Me

He grabbed some shoes.

RYAN

Here try these.

ME

Ok

I tried them on they actually fit

IN MY HEAD

How the hell he know I like these

ME

Mom I'm going to find some moccassins those always fit me.

MY MOM

Ok ^^

I go over looking for moccassins.

IN MY HEAD

No not here maybe over there.

Well after covering a lot of ground I finally found them.

IN MY HEAD

OOH these are cute and there moccassin wedges I'm going try all the moccassins on.

So I grabbed all of them Not kidding I took them all

RYAN

Found some more I see.

ME

Uhh yeah Umm can I see the size in a 7 1/2 and 8

RYAN

7 1/2 and 8 gotcha.

IN MY HEAD

Wait haven't I heard that somewhere O_o

MY MOM

Poor guy Martina you're runnin him ragged.

Me

RYAN
So how'd they work out?

MOM

We're getting them.

Me

RYAN

Sure.

MY DAD to my Mom

So you getting some?

MY MOM

no Martina has had him run enough I'm not going to do that to him.

RYAN

She didn't and your not I don't mind? Look as much as you want.

He was standing across from me while facing me while holding my shoes

IN MY HEAD

OMG he is like Kolya. Kolya is always really nice to my mom Well at first Kolya had to win my Mom's trust to see me She saw him as rough before.

It was kind of strange though it was like I with my parents with Kolya



I ended up getting the wedge moccassins and another pair of moccassins ^^ Oh all day in the store I kept hearing Kole. I was like Well during the whole trip I saw his name which was strange.

So that was interesting. Then I went to HotTopic and that shirt Kolya was holding in the dream was there so strange. I was like O_O Got a Deathnote messenger bag for school and a skull heart shirt ^^

Next I went to another store which now I love Express got so much stuff any way they had the black jacket and red tie like Kolya wore. In my head

I kept running into the guy who looks like Kolya except his hair was dark brown he was hanging out with his buddies. They really did look like they came from a rock band

Then I thought this motocyclist was cute but he ended up getting arrested for speeding and my parents were like all talking about oh he's going downtown. IN MY HEAD Interesting everytime I think a guy is cute somehow they become the center of attention I wonder why and I'll keep it to myself that I thought he was cute

I feel better about everything that was bothering me and it wasn't from any of my realtives words no it was from my dream ironically a conversation I had with Kolya so now I know everything will be ok and I have nothing to be worried about and I was being silly. I know everything will be fine because everytime I'm worried for real and then that plugs into my dreams Kolya talks to me and then it turns out ok like he said for real. Perfect example I had a dream something happened to someone close to me so I was pannicing when I found out they were actually going there so then in the dream Kolya told me nothing will happen stop worrying think positve, they'll be ok just calm down and sure enough he was right the person came back fine and happy.

One thing though I'm not doing the chasing it's too tiring -_- Kolya's out there somewhere I know it but I'll let him do the chasing I mean he is a wolf after all For once I'm taking a break

Oh I got Sims Bon Voyage while on my trip haven't tried it yet excited too ^^

Ok that's end of that rant sorry for the lengthy journal

L8ter
Martina =^^=